Saturday, February 19, 2005
~* GooD-Bye *~
Goodbye..*sigh* i'm kinda sensitive with that word now..when i say goodbye, it's like i'll never meet that person again. maybe this is because i often read chicken soup book. it says, "whenever you have to say goodbye to someone, it would be better to tell your feelings to him/her. because noone knows that you can meet him/her again one day.." that book is really affecting my life a lot. no wonder because chicken soup is an inspirational book right?So.. yeah.. i always feel like that everytime i say goodbye.. for me there is no such "good"-bye.. it always sad and bad "bye" ... now.. it's getting worse. i remember, when my friend said goodbye to me just for 4 months holiday back there in her country, i was crying. it suddenly happen. i really don't know why. it's kinda nonsense actually, but yeah it's happen and always happen to me until now.And just now, one of my friend said goodbye to me. he's going back to his country for 1 year and then he'll back to melbourne again. he's going on june. but after he told me that he had to leave this country for a while, suddenly i cry.. gosh.. i don't want to cry anymore.. i want to smile.. but i can't.. *sigh* how can this thing always happen to me ??? it's just not good for myself but it's even worse for that person. you, for example, you don't wanna see someone's crying because of you right?? that's how i feel either.. but i'm standing in different side of that.. i'm the crying person. and i feel really really really bad everytime i cry..
ladybunny ♥
10:07 PM
link to post
|
