- world in silence *

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

~* why.. *~

*sigh.. it's been 2 weeks.. or maybe 3 weeks i have this kind of feeling.. can't explain it.. it's just hurting me so bad.. really really bad.. never felt like this before.. why do i have to read all of that stories.. why am i still reading it altough i know it's gonna hurt me.. why.. why.. i just wanna cry everytime i read it.. how stupid i am believing every figures on every stories that i read before.. now i believe, stories only stories.. they don't exist in this world.. nothing is perfect.. i shouldn't act like other people.. now, i only can regret those things.. the things that i did.. now i lost something that i should have.. i feel that my heart really hurt everytime i remember that name.. my heart will beat faster.. but it's not like when you meet someone you love.. it's just hurt.. i only feel the pain.. sadness.. not happiness.. is there any second chance for me?? if so, then i will surely be myself .. dun wanna be other people again.. *sigh

ladybunny ♥ 1:04 PM link to post

Thursday, September 15, 2005

~* Fairy TaLes *~

hari ini gw nyobain bioskop di melb central !!! trakir kali harga promosi $8 all session timess... wahhhh.. keren abisssss!!!! sayang tadi ga sempet nyobain yg BEAN BAG ROOM haizzzz... pertama kalinya gw denger ada bioskop yg kursinya pake bean bag semua!!! huahahahaha.. tadi da nyobain bean bag depan roomnya seh.. gede gitu.. satu orang satu bean bag gede yg empuk.. enak buangettttttttttttt huahauhaua.. pengen nyobainnnnn.. harga tiketnya sama pula lagi.. sayang tadi malem banget mulenya.. filmnya ga gitu menarik juga.. next time lah.. gw harus nyobain !!!!! hahahaa.. asli tu cinema keren abis designnya.. ga cuma diluar doank.. dalemnya juga keren hehe.. untung waktu itu gw dateng pas arstitek HOYTS melb central ngasi lecture.. kerennn abisssss.. ga nyangka aslinya keren jugaaa huaaaaahhhh..

niweyz.. lagu backsound blognya sekarang Tong Hua by Guang Liang.. yg baru kemaren gw tau kalo nama laennya itu Michael Wong, penyanyi kesukaan gw dari dulu.. gw punya atu albumnya, lagu2nya enak semuaaaa.. ga nyangka ternyata itu dia.. hmm lagu ini sedih seh.. tapi keren abis gitu.. cerita di v-klip ma arti liriknya beda gitu.. kalo di v-klip intinya yg cowo tu pemain piano gitu.. pas dia mo konser, cewenya masuk rumah sakit karna kanker.. jadi cewenya ga bisa dateng.. pas konsernya mo mulai.. dia telpon cewenya pake hape, terus hapenya ditaro diatas piano.. jadi cewenya tetep bisa dengerin dia konser walopun gi dirumah sakit.. intinya mah kaya ngasi semangat hidup buat cewenya gitu.. isn't that sweet???? ^^ wuahhh.. si Michael ini songwriter juga.. kayanya seh lagu2nya dia, dia tulis sendiri.. keren2 banget kata2nya.. hmm.. oh iya.. gw ada link buat liat flashnya dia.. mirip2 ma v-klipnya seh.. tapi ini animasi gitu.. tapi check it out aja.. keren abissss !!! nih kesini.. http://www.f130.net/flash/music4758.htm

oh ya.. tadi pas nonton.. gw liat trailernya "chicken little" kayanya kocak tuh.. soundtracknya bisa lagu numa2 dance gituh ahaha.. kocak abis tu ayam narinya huahauhuaa.. gw ampe ketawa2 gitu cuma liat trailernya doank.. itu juga harus nonton ahhhhhh hahahahaa... kapan ya muncul disiniiiiiiiiii, ga sabar pengen nonton hehehehe..

aniway.. masa ya obat batuk yg biasa gw minum ituh.. efek sampingnya bikin ga ngantuk.. aiyohhh.. ada2 aja deh.. biasa mah bikin ngantuk.. ni malah kebalikannya hahaha.. kocak abis.. tadi gw baru baca gitu.. abis dari kemaren koq gw ga bisa tidur gitu.. ternyataaaaaa --.--'

hmm ya uda ah segini dulu.. mo bobo cepet hari iniiiii ^^

ladybunny ♥ 6:11 PM link to post

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

~* SakuRa FloweRs *~

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hari ini makin parah de sakitnya (>.<) bangun2 leher gw bengkak gitu.. nelen aer aja sakitnya minta ampun --.--' jadinya tadi ke dokter de.. pas nyampe sana, orangnya bilang ga ada dokter buat hari ini.. aiyohhh.. kacau banget.. terus gw jadinya buking yg sore di klinik laen.. untung ada.. tapi parah banget yah dokter2 sini.. orang sakit aja harus buking dokter dulu --.--' keburu mati duluan kali tuh.. parah banget.. aniway, tadi pas ke klinik, gw ngelewatin sederetan pohon sakura.. hmm disini disebutnya cherry blossom de kalo ga salah.. huah.. keren banget deh.. pink gitu.. bunganya kecil2 ^^ uda lebih banyak bunganya dari terakhir gw lewat sana.. cantik banget bunganya.. waktu itu gw sempet metik, tapi ga lama terus layu.. jadi tadi gw metik lagi.. sayangnya rontok bunganya --.--' ya uda de.. tapi untung waktu itu da sempet poto.. ^^

ladybunny ♥ 6:52 PM link to post

Monday, September 05, 2005

~* VaL's Day '06 *~

hmm.. blakangan gw jadi suka dengerin lagu2 buat valentine's day gitu, ga tau knapa.. tapi jadi bikin gw pengen cepet2 valentine de.. valentine's itu hari yg menurut gw special banget.. ga tau knapa.. tapi rasanya kadang2 malah lebih special daripada hari ultah gw sendiri hehe.. hmm.. next valentine's day.. pengen ada sesuatu yg beda.. apa yah.. tadi seh sempet mikir mo ngrayain bareng temen2 lagi kaya taun lalu.. taun lalu tu kalo ga salah kita rame2 ke gading de, jalan2 terus ngafe gitu.. sedihnya gw alone at that time hehe.. most of my friends yg pegi bareng gw pada bareng cowonya getoh.. jadi ngiri ~.~ hehe.. hmm i have an idea to make a valentine party in my house.. i think that's would be great.. tapi kalo mikir bakal ada kk gw, bonyok, pembokat n sekretaris nyokap.. kayanya bakalan ga seru --.--' ngapain yahhhhh.. hmm pegi ke suatu tempat yg gw ga perna pergi yg rada jauh gitu yg romantis, keren juga kali yah hueheuheee.. pokoknya gw pengen ada yg beda di valentine nanti, entah itu apaan.. gw sendiri masi ga tau.. ya tapi pengen seh ngumpul2 lagi ma temen2, ngafe gitu kaya dulu.. itu pun kalo mereka mau hehe.. soalnya u know lah.. valentine's day gitu loh.. pasti pada pengen berduaan doank lah hehe..

dohhh kayanya gara2 gw dari kemaren2 itu baca novel roman de.. jadi gini de gw.. nglamun beginian heuheuee.. hmm.. tapi kalo di cerita2 gitu apa di film, pasti keren banget de.. kayanya semua cowo di crita tu yg sweet banget gituh.. ngasi surprise2 yg kayanya gimana gituh de.. yg bisa bikin cewe melayang gituh hahaa.. terus juga yg romantis abis gituh.. sayang banget.. di reality ga kaya gitu.. hehe namanya juga cerita ya pasti harus gitu lah yah.. tipe2 perfect life gitu hehe.. kalo ga malah jadi ga seru kali yah.. orang juga malah jadi males baca ;p tapi dampak buruknya gini neh kaya gw... jadi suka nglamunin 'n ngarep2 yg kayanya susahhhh banget de bisa bener2 kejadian hehee..

huahhhhh.. malah jadi ngelamun yg masi jauh gini hehe.. abis gw stress kalo mikir besok presentasi gw ga ngerti apa2 gitu (>.<) udah ah.. gw mo jauh2 dari kompi dulu de.. mo istirahat aja ^^

ladybunny ♥ 3:21 PM link to post

~* sick >.< *~

adohhhh sakit tu ga enak banget yahhh.. seharian boboan doank kerjaannya.. ga bisa ngapa2in.. padahal pengen beberes, masak, nyuci baju kaya biasanya --.--' tapi lemessssss banget.. terus pusingnya ga tahannnnn.. gila banget de.. da bosen banget.. ga tau mo ngapain.. jadinya nulis2 aja de hehehee..

gawat banget de.. besok ada presentasi lagi.. mana gurunya rada2 killer gituh.. mati lah gw.. besok harus sembuh neh.. harus !!!!!! kalo ga bisa gawat bangetttttttt (>.<)

huahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. BOSENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.. ngapain donkkkkkzzzzzzz...??????????

ladybunny ♥ 2:59 PM link to post

Friday, September 02, 2005

~* hope *~

" I close my eyes and pray all my wishes come true
ev'ry night I go to sleep...

Fairy tales, they do sometimes come true
If you believe, it could happen to you..."

hmm mungkin ga seh itu terjadi ma gw.. just wondering aja seh.. beberapa hari ini, perasaan rasanya campur aduk banget.. ga enak.. bener2 ga enak.. ga tau knapa.. mo curhat juga ga bisa karna ga tau ngomongnya gimana.. yg ada gw cuma bisa doa doank sekarang.. n berharap.. walopun gw beneran takut sama namanya 'hope' karna biasanya yg terjadi tu malah kebalikannya (>.<)

temen gw baru aja bilang "there is a knob in even every door...find urs.." it seems hard to find it..

huahh.. ga tau mo nulis apa seh sebenernya.. ya uda lah.. gw coba cari kesibukan biar ga kepikiran..

ladybunny ♥ 7:29 PM link to post

Thursday, September 01, 2005

~* Beautiful Quotes *~

The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched - they must be felt with the heart.
Helen Keller

When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.

It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

Happiness lies for those who cry, those who have searched, and those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives.

The power of imagination makes us infinite.
John Muir

Learn as if you were going to live forever. Live as if you were going to die tomorrow.
Mahatma Gandhi

ladybunny ♥ 11:54 AM link to post