Tuesday, September 20, 2005
~* why.. *~
*sigh.. it's been 2 weeks.. or maybe 3 weeks i have this kind of feeling.. can't explain it.. it's just hurting me so bad.. really really bad.. never felt like this before.. why do i have to read all of that stories.. why am i still reading it altough i know it's gonna hurt me.. why.. why.. i just wanna cry everytime i read it.. how stupid i am believing every figures on every stories that i read before.. now i believe, stories only stories.. they don't exist in this world.. nothing is perfect.. i shouldn't act like other people.. now, i only can regret those things.. the things that i did.. now i lost something that i should have.. i feel that my heart really hurt everytime i remember that name.. my heart will beat faster.. but it's not like when you meet someone you love.. it's just hurt.. i only feel the pain.. sadness.. not happiness.. is there any second chance for me?? if so, then i will surely be myself .. dun wanna be other people again.. *sigh
ladybunny ♥
1:04 PM
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