Thursday, February 24, 2005
~* i'll SurViVe *~
yeaaaa.. I'll survive !!! from all the emptiness i feel, from all the people here in Melb who always hurting me, from all the pain i have.. from everything !! i change the backsound today.. well actually not me that change the backsound.. i were just requesting it hehe.. yeah, i choose a song from Simple Plan that called " Welcome to my life" because i think the lyric kinda fits with my situation right now. it doesn't mean that i'm desperate, but yeah.. that's how i feel right now.hmm today.. i have a group work.. well the group will last until the end of this semester.. and i think God read my blog *lol* because between 6 of us.. i'm the only asian.. well, i think it's better for me..i can practice my english .. at least until the end of this semester.. and the people also nice.. not like several rude australian ppl ... but still.. i didn't open my mouth even a bit when we're doing a group meeting.. it's just weird, everytime i wanna say something, someone alway say it before me.. it's like he/she can read my mind.. i feel bad to them.. it's like i'm an arrogant type of person and i'm not happy being in their group.. but actually i like being there rather than if i have to join a group with the indonesian ppl in it.. no way man !! it's enough for me.. well i hope everything gonna be just fine.. and i hope they can understand why i'm so quiet today..anyway.. today the weather is just so damn hot... 35 degrees !! oh man... it's too hot for me.. my apartment is like a spa right now.. can't breathe easily --.--' really really bad weather.. i can't wait for winter.. i want 6 degrees weather!!
ladybunny ♥
1:14 PM
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