Sunday, February 20, 2005
~* Overseas Student *~
i've been in Oz for almost 2 years.. many things happened here.. but my english still really bad. i think it's because i always try not to talk to a local student. the reason is really simple.. i don't want them to think that i'm stupid, can't talk english really well. sometimes i feel really really stupid when they ask me something and then i don't understand until they repeat the sentence so many times then finally they give up and say "nevermind". uhhh that's the worst feeling i've ever had in communication factor. because it happened so many times, so i was thinking if i just answer it with my understanding. i don't care if my answer is wrong, at least i can answer the question. the fact is, that makes me feel better, but for them.. i think it's even worse, maybe they will think "what is this girl talking about?? hey, i'm not asking you that !!"anyway, when i went back to Indonesia for the last 4 months, i feel it would be better for me if i'm studying in Indo. I don't need to think where i should live, what i'm gonna eat for breakfast, etc. but the most important thing is that i can talk to anyone i wanna talk to. there'll never be a misunderstanding. by the way, if i'm studying in Indo, i think i'll have enough time to resting hehehe... because in Oz, i have to cook, cleaning my apartment, doing everything alone...hmm.. beside all of the bad things i've said, i just have 1 good thing to say. the good thing is i can learn how to be a great wife.. lol hahaha... but it's true right?? if i can take care of myself than i'll be able to take care of someone else ^^ BUT it doesn't mean that i'm gonna marry soon hahahaa... well enough talking bout it.. i think i need to play 1 or 2 round of isketch game to relieve my headache hahaha.. and then i need to sleep..
ladybunny ♥
10:17 PM
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